Assalamualaikum..

Beberape hari sblum nie, i have been a stalker! Aq bkak, geledah semue fb ex-boyfie aq.. And, aq t'nmpak his SWEET PICTURE with a cute girl. Maybe, she is his new girlfriend.. Klau laa kaw taw yg dlu tue aq bwat crite je pasal kaw ade awek bru tue... Hmm, x kesah laa..So, mulelah pncarian untok gnti tmpat dye.. haha =D And the new story starts..
Time tue, aq bru kenal ngan sorg budak tahfiz nie.. name dye MUAZ.. 19 y/o, jaoh kodd beza ngan aq.. memule chatting  je kat fb. then, dye bagi number phone dye.. Oke fine, time tue tkejut la jgak.. haha.. time tue kitorg da kurg chatting and lebih gne msej je.. kitorg pon msej la,  nk kate tiap2 ari tue x la.. tp sllu la jgak. ttibe satu hari nie dye lgsong x blas msej, call pon x lyan.. aq da plik da time tue.. dlm hati kate, maybe dye buzy kodd, x pelaa.. then, holiday was started.. balek rmah, xde mood lgsong nk on9 fb.. esoknye, tibe2 trase nk bkak fb.. and then, the story start.. on je, nmpk ade msej dri muaz... mmg excited da time tue.. tros bkak, but... something that make me feel so sad happened..

 assalamualaikum .

sy , awek muaz .. Xtaw la sbl0m ni awk ta prasan ke ape ke ,dkt bio da terang2 tulis muaz 'taken'. ap yg dye ckp sbl0m ni tipu je . sy harap awk takan cntct muaz lg .. sy dnga awk da ad pakwe kn ? so jage dye elok2 ..ta perlu jge pakwe org laen kay ? Sy ta slh kn awk tp please ,awk mest taw ap perasaan pmpuan bile pakwe cntct dgn pmpuan laen kn ? :')

tu je k0t . n ta perlu bgtaw muaz ap yg sy kate kn ni . ni antare kite b'due je taw ..

#Please TakeANote :)

assalamualaikum .

Prasaan sedeyh, tkejut sume ade.. aq rse time tue mcam aq nie org yg sngt2 bodoh sbb pcayekn dye hundred percent.. Yes, aq dtingglkn skli lgi.. Pnat la weyh cmnie.. lelaki semue same je.. then aq msej la dye..

aslmualaikum.. muaz, sye da taw nape awk x blas msej sye.. sori la klau sye kcau hbungan awk ngan gf awk.. sye xde niat nk kcau pon.. sye x kesah psal awk tipu sye dlu, yg awk xde gf.. seriusly, sye pcaye gile kat awk mse tue..oke, forget about it.. thanks for everything.. thanks for being ky friends.. lpas nie x pyah la contact2 lgi oke.. assalamualaikum.. 

yes, that was my  word to him.. and then dye ttibe blas text aq.. aq pon plik la jugak sbb sblom nie klu aq msej dye da x reply.. hmm..

mse 2 mmang sy da xde pape hbngan ngn dye... tp lpas bbrape ary.. dye pujuk sye semule..sy x bley nk lupe kn dye.. sye minx maaf sngt2 kat awk... maafkn sy..

Huh?! as simple as that dye nk minx maaf kat aq? ah lantak dye laa.. that night, aq tido awl.. sori laa, pnat sngat.. then pgi tadi, bngon je tros tngok fon.. 2 msg from him..

kite kwan k..

awk.. adk sy nk knal ngn awk..bley?

adek dye pulak?? aduhh.. apa maw bwat? now, i don't know whether i say yes or not.. help me!

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assalamualaikum... aq tension giler klu piker balek psal ex aq nie.. asal dye x pham2 ckp aq ar?

ya Allah,, knape aq ditimpe ujian sbrat nie?? bru je ssorg nie dtang dlm idop aq untok gmbire kn aq... skrg nie,, sorg bdk lgy dtang untok sketkan atie aq... ya Allah,, tlong la aq ya Allah... kaw kuat kn la iman di dade ku ini untok m'jlni ujian drpdmu ya Allah... aq tau aq susah untok mlalui smua ini ya Allah... tp,, aq akn cube untok laluinye ya Allah...

crite psal ssorg yg happy an aq tue kite ktepikan dlu.... skrg nie aq nk citer psal ape yg da bdak yg sket an atie aq tue bwat... ape korg rse klu korg sering sngt dganggu oleh BUDAK DESPERATE??? mesti rse cam nk lari pegi satu tmpt yg BUDAK DESPERATE tue xkn jumpe korg an @ rase nk buno diri pon ade...korg taw x ape BUDAK DESPERATE tue bwat kat aq? korg cube byangkn diri korg jdik cam aq... blambak gmbr" korg BUDAK DESPERATE tue ltak kat fb dye,, siap ade album name korg lgy...tension nak mmpos! btw,, aq da b'jaye bwat dye paham... and now,, dye da delete album aq and sume gmbar2 aq kat fb dye tue... thengs kawan... kaw dpat gak faham prasaan aq... time kaseh ssngat... 

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